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Monday, January 26th, 2009
7:35 am
a year's hiatus
wow, have I really been gone a year?


No details... just a shock of finally being back. I have laptop now so I can come back freely if my connection's stable.














I'll talk later, now is the time for sleep...

Current Mood: pulled an all nighter
Sunday, August 10th, 2008
9:26 pm
songs that get me through the day (bambee)
Fairytales

Dam da ra ra ra ra ram dam da ra ra ra ram
Dam da ra ra ra ra ram dam da ra ra ra ram
Dam da ra ra ra ra ram dam da ra ra ra ram
Dam da ra ra ra ra ram dam da ra ra ra ram

I have lost that precious feeling
When you're not around
If you come then I will show you
How to be in love
Oh uh oh

Magic in the air
There is magic everywhere
Love is like that precious feeling
Keeping you alive

I'm living in a fairytale oh-o-oh
Am I really dreaming I don't no
If I really am don't wake me up
I don't ever want this dream to stop

Dam da ra ra ra ra ram dam da ra ra ra ram
Dam da ra ra ra ra ram dam da ra ra ra ram

I will never let you down cause
You are my only friend
You will never be alone cause
I will always be there
Oh uh oh

Magic in the air
There is magic everywhere
Love is like that precious feeling
Keeping you alive

I'm living in a fairytale oh-o-oh
Am I really dreaming I don't no
If I really am don't wake me up
I don't ever want this dream to stop

Dam da ra ra ra ra ram dam da ra ra ra ram
Dam da ra ra ra ra ram dam da ra ra ra ram

I like what I hear oh-o-oh
I know that this can never be a dream
I've found what I was looking for oh-o-oh
I've found love in a fairytale

Dam da ra ra ra ra ram dam da ra ra ra ram
Dam da ra ra ra ra ram dam da ra ra ra ram

I'm living in a fairytale oh-o-oh
Am I really dreaming I don't no
If I really am don't wake me up
I don't ever want this dream to stop

I'm living in a fairytale oh-o-oh
Am I really dreaming I don't no
If I really am don't wake me up
I don't ever want this dream to stop






Typical Tropical

It's a typical tropical summer night
I'm in heaven - I'm in paradise
Typical tropical summer night
And it feels so right

Love and sunny weather
Go along together
On this island we are free
Drinking and dancing
Summer romancing
I love it when you're here with me

It's a typical tropical summer night
I'm in heaven - I'm in paradise
Typical tropical summer night
And it feels so right

It's a typical tropical summer night
I'm in heaven - I'm in paradise
Typical tropical summer night
And it feels so right

Beaches and palmtrees
Sunshine and blue seas
The water is nice and cool
Coconut flavour
You are my savior
The heat makes me act like a fool

It's a typical tropical summer night
I'm in heaven - I'm in paradise
Typical tropical summer night
And it feels so right

It's a typical tropical summer night
I'm in heaven - I'm in paradise
Typical tropical summer night
And it feels so right

When the moon lights up the sky so blue
Love is on it's way
I swear I'll give my heart to you
Before night turns into day

It's a typical tropical summer night
I'm in heaven - I'm in paradise
Typical tropical summer night
And it feels so right

It's a typical tropical summer night
I'm in heaven - I'm in paradise
Typical tropical summer night
And it feels so right






Bumblebee

Oh-o-o-oa, oh-o-o-o
Oh-o-o-oa, oh-o-o-o

Sweet little bumble bee
I know what you want from me
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Sweet little bumble bee
More than just a fantasy
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da

My heart skips a beat
When you walk in the room
I go boom, boom, boom
You go zoom, zoom, zoom
You're my playboy, playtoy
Love you, my friend
I wanna be with you until the end

I give my heart and my soul to you
To make you see it's true
I'm so confused, baby, can't you see?
Please come rescue me

Sweet little bumble bee
I know what you want from me
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Sweet little bumble bee
More than just a fantasy
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da

Oh-o-o-oa, oh-o-o-o
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Oh-o-o-oa, oh-o-o-o
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da

I started to cry
When you walked out that door
You go bye, bye, bye
I go why, why, why
I'm so lonely and only
Waiting for you
To come back and tell me
I love you

I give my heart and my soul to you
To make you see it's true
I'm so confused, baby, can't you see?
Please come rescue me

Sweet little bumble bee
I know what you want from me
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Sweet little bumble bee
More than just a fantasy
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da

Oh-o-o-oa, oh-o-o-o
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Oh-o-o-oa, oh-o-o-o
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da

Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da

Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da

Sweet little bumble bee
I know what you want from me
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Sweet little bumble bee
More than just a fantasy
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da

Oh-o-o-oa, oh-o-o-o
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Oh-o-o-oa, oh-o-o-o
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da
Dup-i-dup-i-do la da







Spaceman

Dam dam di da di da di, dam di da di da di, dam
Dam di da di da di
Dam dam di da di da di, dam di da di da di, dam
Dam di da di da di

*Spaceman, spaceman take me away
Let's fly into the Milky Way
Spaceman, spaceman waiting for you
Let's fly away into the blue

Take me out tonight under the stars so bright
I wanna see your rocket
Fly into the space to a far galactic place
Where you know how to rock it

Flying out to the combat zone
Fighting all alone
Boy have I got a treat for you
When you're coming back home

*Repeat

Dam dam di da di da di, dam di da di da di, dam
Dam di da di da di, you are my spaceman
Dam dam di da di da di, dam di da di da di, dam
Dam di da di da di

What you gonna say, if I ask you can I play
With your ammunition
Fly and fight a war, like you never seen before
It is time for ignition

Flying out to the combat zone
Fighting all alone
Boy have I got a treat for you
When you're coming back home

*Repeat

Dam dam di da di da di, dam di da di da di, dam
Dam di da di da di, you are my spaceman
Dam dam di da di da di, dam di da di da di, dam
Dam di da di da di, you are my spaceman

*Repeat
*Repeat

Current Mood: lonely
Monday, August 4th, 2008
11:35 pm
sorry for my disappearance
Hello world, I've graduated high school and now am unsure about what my future holds... honestly I didn't expect to get this far. Just recently a couple of friends of mine pissed off another friend... it probably doesn't help that I like her, but the fact of the matter is that this friend hates all three of us.

I didn't even do anything...

I've got to go now, I'm sorry.

Current Mood: suicidal... not really
Thursday, January 17th, 2008
10:47 pm
the long awaited update
Hello world did you miss me?

I'm a senior now... yay I guess, here's the bad news.

I was at war with Juanita and I currently hate her in secret, I mean she could have told me that she was in love with her friend Chris... they've known each other longer than me and well I should have been happy for them.

But I fucking hate them and I'll probably never like them again.

Ummm, I have a 360 now... my selection sucks right now but I'm broke. I'm job hunting and well I hope there are places close to home so I can walk, I don't have a car and well I need the exercise anyways...

I plan on updating more often now because I see that I've been gone for a while... school's been keeping me occupied and well, yeah I'll get back on that.

Join http://legacymaster09.proboards50.com/index.cgi we need new members...

Current Mood: high
Tuesday, September 18th, 2007
8:14 am
take aim and fire...
Not much is new, I'm trying to keep myself together... I made a soundtrack of my life but it's not as good as I thought.

In case you're wondering, I keep putting down poems I write under pen names that I tried to put music to and sing... so far unsuccessful.

(my life soundtrack doesn't seem to want to work here so ummm... yeah I'm not going to bother)

Yeah, nothing really new... except that I'm pulling a 105 average in a remedial math class but I don't think you want to hear about that.




I probably won't come back to this today so... I leave you all with this one thing in mind, "What if it snowed in San Francisco?" (lol, johnny mosley humor)

Current Mood: indescribable
Saturday, September 8th, 2007
1:22 am
really fast update
hmmm... where should I start?

Well, I broke up with Juanita... she didn't seem to feel the same way I did and thought she was leading me on so we ended it.

School is crappier now thanks to block scheduling and my placement in not one but TWO FREAKING REMEDIAL MATH CLASSES!!! Top that all off with a new principal who took away MY senior rights which I have EARNED since I started high school, I WORKED MY ASS OFF TO BECOME A SENIOR AND GET THOSE BENEFITS!!!

ummm, that's about it right now... I'll post more later if I get the time to.

Current Mood: rushed
Friday, August 24th, 2007
5:21 pm
reborn?
Sorry my comp's infected again... I may not be on for a while, I'll update as soon as I fix the situation at hand.


In the meantime, ummm... I might get a computer soon so I won't have to deal with infections caused by other users (ie: my bro and sis)
Monday, July 2nd, 2007
9:33 pm
Sharing some random stuff...
My girlfriend and I snuck out yesterday... we met at the halfway point between our houses, I treated her to lunch and we just sort of talked for like 3 hours straight.

I wish my summer could last like this forever... but I have to leave a day before her b-day, DAMN FAMILY VACATION!!!











It could be worse though, I could already be in college... too far away to see her anymore. I'm so lucky to have one more year of high school...

Current Mood: high
Sunday, June 24th, 2007
2:01 am
Lost within oneself
Juanita got grounded... I'm sad, this is my hour long rant. (note, the rant may take me an hour to write... by all means it will not take an hour to read)

I don't know why she got grounded, but when she snuck on the phone... she told me it wasn't my fault. I sure hope so... I really want to believe that, I know it doesn't help that I was on the phone when she was up all night and smuggled a friend to a sleepover. I don't know what to do, I'm losing sleep over this girl...

The law says I can't be with her.




FUCK the law, I will be with the girl I love... I shouldn't risk a sentence if I only kiss and hold her hand til she's 18. You can't help but love the one you're with... you can't change your heart, that's just the way it is in life.





No law could ever fully restrict true feelings...

Current Mood: sad
Saturday, June 2nd, 2007
8:40 pm
Without you it's hard to survive...
I really like Juanita, so I've decided to be her boyfriend again... this time she asked me out. Now the only song that plays in my head is cascada's everytime we touch... and it's actually kinda cute given my situation. We even sang to each other over the phone...

Me: I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me...

Juanita: I still feel your touch in my dream.

Me: Forgive me my weakness but I don't know why,

Juanita: Without you it's hard to survive...

Me: Cause everytime we touch I get this feeling

Juanita: And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly

Me: Can't you feel my heart beat fast?

Juanita: I want this to last... I need you by my side

Me: Cause everytime we touch I feel the static

Juanita: And everytime we kiss I reach for the sky

Me: Can't you hear my heart beat so?

Juanita: I can't let you go, I want you in my life...

Me: Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.

Juanita: They wipe away tears that I cry...

Me: The good and the bad times

Juanita: We've been through them all

Me: You make me rise when I fall

Juanita: Cause everytime we touch I get this feeling

Me: And everytime we kiss I swear I can fly

Juanita: Can't you feel my heart beat fast?

Me: I want this to last... I need you by my side.

Juanita: Cause everytime we touch I feel the static

Me: And everytime we kiss I reach for the sky.

Juanita: Can't you feel my heart beat so?

Me: I can't let you go... I want you in my life.
Sunday, May 27th, 2007
6:22 pm
hurting
*transmission resumed*

I have been in contact with both girls (Valerie and Juanita) and well... I just realized I like them both, but it's strange really because neither girl really wants to be rid of me yet. They still want to be friends with me, I don't really know what to think...

I dunno what I should do.

Current Mood: lost
Thursday, May 24th, 2007
3:24 pm
don't blink
Where to start?

I managed to finish my junior year of high school and well... I don't feel all to great, I'm leaving behind all my friends and potential girlfriends.

I'm really sad now because, well I don't want summer to come... I'll be all alone again.

*transmission interuppted*

Current Mood: bawling
Sunday, May 20th, 2007
7:00 pm
burning alive...
I don't feel so good, my head hurts and I'm sweating profusely...

Where to start? I got a bunch of calls from a group of girls I know and all I can say really is this, it wasn't pretty at all... I apparently have to return my mementos of them. I have them all mixed up in a crate and I'm not about to give them up, it may seem stupid now... but that crate contains the only happy times in my meaningless life. I know it causes me pain to look back in there, but I'm not ready to forget yet...

I will not throw anything away because... well, I'm kinda stupid actually.

I'm also freaking out because my final exams start tomorrow...

but I won't go into detail on that.

Current Mood: exam mode
2:23 pm
breaking myself into pieces
Where to begin?

Well, Liz finally backed off but Valerie doesn't like me anymore, I went out with a freshman friend of mine named Juanita (I call her Kitty-chan) and she broke my heart... O///O not exactly the best way to say I'm back. I'm managed to talk to Valerie in secret on Gaia, she doesn't know that it's me... however I can't be truly honest to her now. I fucking hate Kitty-chan now because she chose to play me for a fool, I really did like her too...

yeah... that's all I can say right now, except for the fact that I have a reason to be really pissed at my tech teacher.

But that is a tale for another time...

(originally meant to be posted april 23rd)

Current Mood: HULK SMASH!!!
Wednesday, April 11th, 2007
6:54 pm
A quick post
If my life was anything like one of the shows on the-N... I'd shoot the fuck outta my head, stab the shit outta my intestines, and make sure the-N captures it all on film.

*vent of the midweek, complete*

With that aside, I leave you this thought...

If the-N showed some quality programming and had a decent fanbase of regular people... would they be any more successful than oh say, Pax?

Current Mood: floaty
Tuesday, April 3rd, 2007
10:47 pm
Drifting Into the Unknown
Today was no different than any other day: I failed to tell Valerie how I feel, I got caught playing with fire at school, I took a nap in the library... that's about it really. Liz bugged me and I fought off her advances if that's anything different... but I doubt it actually, I just never mentioned it before (I think?)

I was bored and watched the Sarah Silverman Program from my friend's Ipod at lunch... it's not that bad of a show actually, I mean it's definately better than what they have on now. *taking shots at halfway home* I've been playing more SFA Anthology and CVS 2 EO... that's Street Fighter Anthology and Capcom Vs Snk 2 EO for those of you who don't know my game list, anyway I have been playing these games more to keep my mind off of certain things like school and the failure to get my driving permit. My playlist consists of pretty much the OST'S of these two games (which is actually like 50 different collections all together) and I'm kinda pissed that I don't have Metal Slug Anthology yet, but that will pass...

I just realized, none of my titles make any sense anymore... and I'm starting to sound sane again.

Side note: I want to have anime club every day... that way I never have to leave school, can release some stress with friends, and most importantly get closer to my beloved. The only drawback is the Liz factor...

Current Mood: awaiting a phone call
Saturday, March 31st, 2007
4:59 pm
Mad World (Irony)
I got addicted to Gary Jules- Mad World last night... it's so depressing and yet, I can't seem to shut it off. I don't even remember what exposed me to this song but I think it was either Donnie Darko or the Gears of War commercial... if not a combination of the two.

Hmmm, what else could I share at the moment? J-list (J-box) has really dropped the ball with me, the items I ordered should have come by now... but I'll forgive them because I assume they are very busy. Jinx didn't take this long....

I guess I'm out for now... I'll post something later if I feel the need.

Current Mood: depressed
Friday, March 30th, 2007
12:06 am
What's new?
I got a haircut the other day, Valerie said hi to me... and Liz is getting a little too close to me. See a pattern here? Neither do I, to throw something else out into the open... I'm pretty sure a cheerleader and a dancer were hitting on me in english class today because of my haircut.

o////o school really has gotten to my head, pretty soon my school work will pile up... and I won't have a life to get involved in.

Current Mood: blank
Wednesday, March 28th, 2007
8:43 pm
Risen from the ashes...
I have returned to spout bad news about my social life, wait a tick... that's going to have to wait for my next post.

I'm so happy that my comp actually works again. n_n

Current Mood: hyper
Thursday, March 8th, 2007
7:39 pm
The Prelude to a Painful Spring Break
Valerie was so cold to me today... she didn't even say hi to me today, I waved and called out to her but she didn't respond. Jessica asked me about Liz... she asked things like, "Are you and Liz dating?" and "Why did Liz sit on your lap?"

*Pause for random shit breaking*

If Liz is the reason why Valerie isn't talking to me... then I have a reason to run away forever, though I hate to say it I'd better let it out now:

I never thought for a second that I'd ever find love, even when I was with the other girls... If I did find love I knew I'd never keep it forever.

I'm going away for spring break (mom's orders) *sigh* I just hope I don't meet someone while I'm away, that would really fuck up my head... as if it wasn't fucked up already!

Current Mood: still awaiting a package
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